musings and whatnots

so it's been about weeks of staying up late at night to study for majors that get harder ever term. weeks of doing projects and papers that make me forget everything else. i take my anxiety at midnight, hold it up in a bottle and drink to forget even for a little while. my last finals for this term ended a few days ago and i can say that i did my best somehow--that i didn't resign to submission or failure though there were days when i wish i did. and there's no regretting it now. it's done and all i have to do is wait, though sometimes it's what's hard to do.