now here i go again.

i almost can't describe what it felt like.

the bright lights of yellow, green and blue. guitars clashing, the drums and voices echoing through the four walls of the tent, seeing the bands work their magic through the crowd, seeing people be so absorbed in listening to the music and lyrics all night--seeing something that lights in people's eyes. i could honestly say, it was all worth it. every blood, sweat and tear shed--just everything.

and having someone take their time to thank you knowing that yes, i somehow helped make a difference in their Friday night, that was just additional icing to the whole cake.

thank you, for those who supported the event. the volunteers, friends, and even those i didn't know. thanks for the bands for their undying love to share their music to the world (April Morning Skies, Fireplace Letters, Kastigo, The Dawn, Callalily). thanks to those who danced, modeled and hosted. thanks to God for the strength and passion in those four months.

i can't wait to do that again.<3

karma. karma. karma.

and i got the half-bad side of it. SIGH.

status: currently sick and stressing out.

Godhelpme.

So here's the deal:

Rock Up the World Concert by 60th and 62nd ENG

featuring bands like, THE DAWN, Soapdish, Callalily, KASTIGO, April Morning Skies and many more!

tickets are sold at 200. inclusive of free entrance at Prince of Jaipur (Fort Boni) with free drinks! (who'd not want that eh?)

this isn't just a concert. it's a benefit concert regarding environmental issues (specifically trees). we empower each individual to take action through this event. every ticket you buy equals a tree named and planted after you, or someone you love or hate or whatever. so if you love your trees, rock it up with this concert and show your support!

so it's been about weeks of staying up late at night to study for majors that get harder ever term. weeks of doing projects and papers that make me forget everything else. i take my anxiety at midnight, hold it up in a bottle and drink to forget even for a little while. my last finals for this term ended a few days ago and i can say that i did my best somehow--that i didn't resign to submission or failure though there were days when i wish i did. and there's no regretting it now. it's done and all i have to do is wait, though sometimes it's what's hard to do.