2.08.2006



urbandub is <3.

xoxo

i want it back. no, not any of the toys i've broken since Godknowswhen. not the naivety i had before when everything in the world were summed up to be lilies and daffodils. not the people i've lost, because they always leave and i can't do anything about that than watch them go. not that unbreakable smile that was plastered on my face before i knew what it was like to be so tired in lying about being hurt. not the people that left me before i knew they were there in front of me. not the wishes that escaped my lips just to remind me that there's a lot of things that i never had--that i still wish i had.

i want my sanity back. and i've come to think that it was never with me in the first place.

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