it's just AMAZING how music drowns everything out.

so i told my friend, "you oughta start fixing things."

and i wish someone would just take the time, grip me by the shoulders and shake me awake from my spells of drift-ness that comes ever so often nowadays and tell me that: just tell me that i should start fixing things--that i should start fixing my life.

but how can someone do that when they're starting to lose their reason for things?