musings and whatnots

Realization: the three-hours sleep didn't give me anything, except a runny nose which accounted for me being sick a few days ago. given the fact that the doctor said i have lots of bacteria than an average person[heeey, i was in elementary. kids with bacteria were the thing back then.], the last time i considered myself sick was in third year. no, i don't like cramming. but desperation pushes even the most indolent person to get up out of the couch and into the toilet. as for me, i'm just waiting for the words to come at one-something in the morning.

and ghreat, i have a sore throat now.

xoxo

yeah, i know. "it's been a tough year on hearts". people have been drinking and smoking too much lately. some are saying less, others a lot more. suddenly it feels like high school again--minus the trisem the finals and the whole college thing. "When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone" now. maybe the world just needs to show a little more drama this month--well, make that week. as for me, i'm just hoping i'll get the words out right, soon. then i'm done.