i am happy. at least, i think i ought to be. but i'm not. i have this gut feeling stuck deep down and i hate it. but i am happy. at least, pathologically happy. but whatever. thing is, i'm not happy-joy-joy happy, and that's the bottom line of it.
realization? course cards distribution is just the thing that brings out the paranoia in people.
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room update? i finished it yesterday. got loads of compliments--even my dad said it looked good [he is a very critical person. very.]. i remembered my childhood dream of being an architect. it's like i was brainwashed or something. i actually forgot that i wanted to be one. and that was my reason for being a physci student, and an engineering student for that matter too.
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