oh wow.
two weeks, fourteen days, three hundred thirty six hours, twenty thousand one hundred sixty minutes, one million two hundred nine thousand six hundred seconds.. the longest time i never posted to date.
i don't know what to write here, because if i'd taken into account everything that has happened in these past few days, i'd prolly consume a whole page. the first term just ended abruptly. it's kind of weird and slow of me that i found myself realizing for the first time after a few hours that it happened certain moments that i've been waiting for to come months ago. that i just took the last finals, or that i remained a survivor without failures[thank God], or that another bloody term is approaching. goodbyes were unspoken, unlike high school when everyone knew it coming like the end of the world; and mourned for it with tears and promises and pictures of never forgetting, of always being there. it's kind of heartbreaking to see that every term ending means someone leaving or disappearing to godknowswhere. people always leave, right? but sometimes they come back. sometimes.
closing time, every new beginning comes from some of the beginning's end.
happy, happy birthday, dearest zel. you know that i'm always thankful that you were born on this very day.
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