i was searching for that. for weeks, i laboriously did. months and months passed without me finding a sign to where it had gone to. i've resigned to the fact that it was deleted, erased from memory with a press of a button as it was captured by the flash of a blinding light. the world had decided to forget that it ever existed--that it ever happened.
and it came now--when i wasn't looking--it found me instead. it must've taken me seconds for me to realize that that was it. it wasn't lost. it wasn't forgotten. it wasn't erased. it happened, even if relieving the moment now is like a blur of water stepped with dirt to me.
oh, bittersweet nostalgia.
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