musings and whatnots

it's just there--even amidst the colorful bright lights, the hypnotizing music, of all the booze and smoke. basking in the hiatus of a night that was for enjoyment. in the feeling of happiness, it hits us in between moments when we are left unguarded. in a perfect picture of everything that is beautiful, it does not fail to be recognized that there is something that keeps our eyes darted away from such a scene. loneliness. of having to feel a rush of joy and have that plummet to the ground when we suddenly realize that deep down, we're all just looking for an escape. we're all just making excuses not to deal with reality. it's like falling in love with a frame of a moment, or a painting, because it's probably everything that's not wrong with the world.

okay. back to reality again.