i never wanted sympathy or pity. i wanted the truth.

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it isn't supposed to be like this, is it?... it wasn't supposed to be this hard. but it is.. and i hope you find it somewhere in your heart to make this all go away. even just a little bit.

so maybe it is a loss of words. or the hesitation to want to say it all. or the temptation to just curl up in a corner and hide behind the world.

but i have so much to say. and just as much to ask. but i'm far from wanting answers because i know i'll never get them. i'll never get the truth no matter how much i pray for the lies to fall off. and for once, i just wish everything would go back to the way it was.. back when it wasn't this hard to smile..

everything's gonna be alright soon, right?

so that's what it felt like.

but i've got other dreams that are worth fighting for. but these are the dreams that are so distant and fleeting for me to even grasp.

my brain is on hiatus. so goes with this blog.

time? it's the one thing we don't have, and when we do--the one thing we always abuse.