musings and whatnots

to the one who lent me the from autumn to ashes cd:

a. it's human nature. the one thing that keeps us desiring for more than the hurt is what we all want. and what we all strive for to get.
b. they're either stubborn or playing blind. either way, it's our principles and how we view things from our own perspective that keeps us from falling out of sanity. so it's not much of a surprise why people choose to be apathetic.
c. know the quote, "my smile is the best lie i've got"? let's face it, everysingleone of us have our own bouts of loneliness and insecurities, even depression. we all pretend to a certain extent. love can just be another way of filling the empty void we've had. but that isn't love, is it? the people who do such never will be contented no matter what they do.
d. nostalgia. i think that would explain much of what i intended to type.
e. there's no replacement to a hurt done in the past. it's not even advisable to seek happiness only to cover the hurt away. best thing to do? accept and just be thankful. why use your happiness now as pogo stick to poke at your past year's hurt? the damage's been done. it's over. it's so last year. why live with it until now?

for beli:

a. text me your schedule and i'll prolly arrange mine too.
b. for the simple reason that people complicate things. someone became my living reminder of that.
c. aside from the fact that coffee has numerous benefits [care to read my second major essay?], i don't like beer. but i do like vodka.:)
d. ever try comparing dreams to a movie trailer? trailers give a brief retrospective of what is in the movie. same goes with dreaming. it gives you something to hold on to while you're pursuing that goal.
e. to KNOW our purpose for living.