musings and whatnots

for elton:

a. "losing my reason for the journey" would be my greatest fear. kinda what i felt last year and last last year. i think i already told you about that anyway.
b. boys with guitars! kidding. i don't know. seriously, i thought the guys i'd fall for would always have that kind of appeal. but, nooooo. life's full of surprises that way.
c. i would get lucas [not chad murray]. he's like, to-die-for. the other nine? adam brody, chris carrabba, ryan phillippe, lestat [character from anne rice's vampire chronicles], stephan [another character from anne rice's, violin], brandon flowers, johnny depp [how could i ever forget??], jude law, and all my other crushes. the list's too long soooo. there.
d. to rule the world. *evil laugh*
e. i'll either sketch, or soundtrip, or write, or sleep. anything that keeps me busy. i'll even clean my room if i have to.

for wey:

a. no, i'm not mad. i don't think i ever get mad except, well, you know. you're just drifting away. and you're pushing people away too.
b. there's this thing call non-exclusivity. and that's all i have to say. haha.
c. of course! there's always time for friends. especially bestfriends.
d. it's been bittersweet--the usual.
e. you're my bestfriend. need i say more?